Alternative RoV World

Disclaimer: None of the characters belong to us, neither most of the story line. They are belong to Ryoko Ikeda. We are just adding some more imagination.

When Fersen hold her hand, a flashback came to both of minds. Oscar saw the confusion in Fersen's deep blue eyes. As well she saw how he can not love her. The echoes of "It is over" filled her ears. "It is over!!!!" It was not the shame, it was not the guilt, and it was nothing one word can explain. Her love was just like a day dream, which you think about with open eyes. But since he learned, there were only two ways. Being together or not seeing each other. "It is over!!!" His heart has been full of another love, there was no way he can love her. "It is over!!!!" Fersen was holding her wrist. Her hand was a fist. He was trying to realize how she could be that lady. "It is over!!!" Oscar saved her wrist from the hands of Fersen and ran. Her head was full of "It is over!!!!"'s so she could not even hear the fallen table and broken glass.

Oscar ran to the doors of stable. Fersen followed her. He tried to say something, something that can save the day, which can stop this collapse.

FERSEN Oscar! If I only knew from the beginning that you are a woman...
OSCAR Don't say anything, Fersen. You shouldn't say anything to me. I've already given up (everything) in my mind.

She asked herself again. "Did I already give up?" The answer should be "Yes". But why it wasn't.

OSCAR There are two kinds of love in this world: a love of joy...and a love of agony.
FERSEN No, Oscar. There's only one kind of love. Only a love of agony!
OSCAR I knew a day like this would come eventually. It's over, Fersen We have to part.

While going to that ball with a dress, she had already known what would happen. If he could recognize her, there were no other ways. However, dreaming about him, seeing his face everywhere were harming more. She needed something to give up. Her first love should not be left such empty. If she could not feel his arms around her once, only once, she could not be able to bring it to an end. Now, it was the time of payment of that second.

FERSEN Don't forget, Oscar. You are my best friend ever, and I've tried my best to be your best friend as well.
OSCAR I'll never forget that, I promise.
FERSEN Good-bye, and take care.

Oscar could not turn back. She could not watch him leaving. Fersen went. He went out of Jarjayes property, out of her sight, out of her life. She had nothing... Her one way love was painful. But she had had something, she had been waiting for someone, she had been dreaming about him. The sweet expectations... They were over... A huge hole appeared in her heart. Her deep breaths could not fill it, either her salty tears.

She whispered quietly:

"May the grace of God be with you, Fersen! And someday, please give him a love of joy! "

When the coldness of outside achieved to beat the tremble of her heart, Oscar walked to the house. She saw table and
the broken glasses. It must be hers. She leaned and started to gather the pieces. Warmness of flames reached her eyes, melted the tears which were frozen. Warm waters were coming of her eyes, but this was not “crying”… The only broken thing was not the glass… She had never showed it anyone, kept as a secret. And now it was broken. Like these pieces.

Andre appeared, maybe he was there before, he asked if she needed help. "No, it's ok" she whispered... How could he help to gather the pieces of a broken heart? She should do it alone.

Asking Marie-Antoinette for being replaced was not a choice, but was a consequence. Of course, Antoinette had no idea about the reason. She tried to learn why Oscar had such a request. But it was same Oscar, quite, respectful, or was she?. Oscar was not same; she has never been like that. She needed to defense her heart for being broken again. That womanhood was causing all her troubles. She remembered the times that no love or romance could touch her. She should have a harder mission; the toughest was the best.

Andre was suffering from every bit of these events. Oscar wore a dress, Fersen hold her hand, she ran away from him... During these, Andre couldn't do anything nor stop loving her. He would never do anything, unless... That night, Oscar told him that she did not need him anymore. She was pushing him out of her life. This was unendurable; not being able to see her anymore... The voices in his head became louder. He just wanted to stop this madness. Oscar was not thinking calmly. She was putting herself in danger. Rejecting everything was not the solution.
ANDRE A rose is a rose whether it blooms in red or white. A rose can never become a lilac.

He had known how mad she could be, that was it.

OSCAR Andre! Do you mean that a woman will always be a woman. Answer me Andre!

Andre did not answer. During that silence she heard the same sentence over and over again in her head. This was not true! She had still had a way out. She could be different. He was lying. The next thing she remembered was Andre's shaked face by her slap. She pulled collar of his blouse.

OSCAR Depending on your answer I'll...

Andre had not moved a little bit until that. He hold her wrist which are on him. Oscar realized she was not strong enough to put up with him, she was helpless against core strength. She asked him to leave her. But he bended on her face and kissed her lips. At that moment, she did not think anything. Whole her body was paralyzed. She could not fight, could not push him, could not save her lips. He was over her in the bed. She was shouting with the hope of he will stop. He did not. Was it Andre?
Suddenly Andre tore her blouse. He saw her breasts, stopped for a few second. Now, truth slapped Oscar's face. She was a woman, under that clothes, she was just a woman. Against brutal force she was just a woman. So what was he going to do with her? What did he want else? Her bare womanhood was in front of them. Andre had showed her, she is a woman with the bitterest way. Her friend... Her life long friend... Sometimes, she was noticing something strange with him, some words that he said. But she had never thought she should face it this way. Oscar was crying, ashamed and helpless. It was the body she had, which she could not run away. Andre had got up from that unconsciousness. He covered her, swore he would never do such a thing again, and left. Now, he was losing her, forever... If she would not want him anymore, he had nothing to say.

Choose the path:
Marie-Antoinette did not want to lose her, so she did not give a new position, but suggested a long vacation...
Marie-Antoinette send her to Company B...